maybe im just in the wrong situation..or wrong timing..

or maybe this is another God's brilliant plan. (no im not being sarcastic here.)

i know this isnt the feeling that i just can fight..

but somehow i know..i just have to live with it..go through with it.. doesnt matter if i like or not..

doesnt matter if others like it or not..

i just have to live with it although i know...somehow..

sigh~*